i remember i had walked home that day
content with all my misery
told myself it’d get better no clue what there was next for me
remember there was people walkin’ talkin’ in the distance
i was dressed for winter weather
but the summer rays were kissing me i
i was lost
so i took a different path
in the distance he awaited me
had no weapon i’m guessin’ his hands were just enough for me
was no question i’m guessin’ he laughed just at the sight of me
i was lost
i remember i had walked home that day
content with all my misery
told myself it’d get better no clue what there was next for me
remember there was people walkin’ talkin’ in the distance
i was dressed for winter weather
but the summer rays were kissing me i
i was lost
and there he was his presence was alarming
as he approached was casual we talked ’bout selfharming
he told me kid you shouldn’t be walkin’ on your own
he smiled and laughed and pat my back
he asked how far are you from home
i said maybe 0 minutes
his frequency distorted quick i seen it in his image
i should’ve run right fucking there a
interlude
you ever woke up on a train track with no motherfuckin’ clothes on
death before your eyes you prayin’ to god but ain’t no response
tryna scream for hope just a shoulder that you can lean on
but ain’t nobody comin’ so you scream on and scream on and scream on
while this evil fuck laugh at you
train getting closer you still surprised that he battered you
tears falling harder and harder minutes get minuscule
could’ve had a son or a daughter now what you finna do
you finna die here on this train track
’cause clearly after death ain’t no way you can find your way back
thinking ’bout your previous memories going way back
all them fucking dreams ’bout a diamond chain and a maybach
now your time finally up
ask yourself this final question is you going down or up
recollectin’ all the moments that you never gave a fuck
now it’s here death has now arrived time’s finally up
Artist: Xxxtentacion
Year: 2018
Decade: 10s
Language: en
Word Count: 177