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The Search Lyrics By Nf

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    hey nate how’s life
    i dont know it’s alright
    i’ve been dealin with some things like every human being
    and really didn’t sleep much last night last night
    i’m sorry that’s fine
    i just think i need a little me time
    i just think i need a little free time
    little break from the shows and the bus rides yeah bus rides
    last year i had a breakdown
    thoughts tellin’ me i’m lost gettin’ too loud
    had to see a therapist then i found out
    somethin’ funnys goin on up in my house
    yeah i started thinkin’ maybe i should move out
    you know pack my cart take a new route
    clean up my yard get the noose out
    hang up my heart let it air out air out
    ive been searchin’
    what does that mean nate i’ve been learning
    grabbin’ my keepsakes leavin my burdens
    well i brought a few with me i’m not perfect
    lookin’ at the view like this concerns me
    pickin’ up the cues right i’m quite nervous
    hate it when i lose sight life gets blurry
    and things might hurt me
    it’s prolly gonna be a long journey but hey but hey
    it’s worth it though
    cold world out there kids grab your coats
    it’s been a minute i know now i’m back to roam
    lookin’ for the antidote to crack the code
    pretty vivid i admit it i’m in classic mode
    don’t need pity given to me but i can’t condone
    talkin’ down to me i’ma have to crack your nose for crackin’ jokes
    i’m lookin’ for the map to hope you seen it you seen it
    been makin’ a whole lot of changes
    wrote a song about that you should play it
    i get scared when i walk on these stages
    i look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah
    that’s when i start to get anxious
    that’s when my thoughts can be dangerous
    that’s when i put on my makeup and drown in selfhatred
    forget what i’m sayin’ and
    where’d the beat go
    oh ain’t that somethin’
    drums came in you ain’t see that comin’
    hands on my head can’t tell me nothin’
    got a taste of the fame had to pump my stomach
    throw it back up like i don’t want it
    wipe my face clean off my vomit
    ocd tryna push my buttons
    i said don’t touch it now y’all done it
    i can be critical never typical
    intricate with every syllable i’m a criminal
    intimate but never political pretty visual
    even if you hate it i’ll make it feel like you’re in it though
    you call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable
    leave you deep in thought i could never swim in the kiddie pool
    way that i been thinkin’ is cinematic it’s beautiful
    man i don’t know if i’m makin’ movies or music videos videos videos videos
    yeah the sales can rise
    doesn’t mean much though when your health declines
    see we’ve all got somethin’ that we trapped inside
    that we try to suffocate you know hopin’ it dies
    try to hold it underwater but it always survives
    then it comes up outta nowhere like an evil surprise
    then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
    you don’t relate to that must not be as crazy as i am
    the point i’m makin’ is the mind is a powerful place
    and what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
    it’s pretty cool right yeah but it’s not always safe
    just hang with me this’ll only take a moment okay
    just think about it for a second if you look at your face
    every day when you get up and think you’ll never be great
    you’ll never be greatnot because you’re not but the hate
    will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith woo
    i’ve been developin’ take a look at the benefits
    nothin’ to meddle with i can never be delicate
    am i even relevant that depends how you measure it
    take a measurement then bag it up and give me the evidence
    pretty evident dependable can never be tentative
    i’m a gentleman depending on if i think you’re genuine
    pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
    proper etiquette i keep it to myself when i celebrate ah ah
    it’s that time again
    better grab your balloons and invite your friends
    seatbelts back on yeah strap ’em in
    look at me everybody i’m smilin’ big
    on a road right now that i can’t predict
    tell me tone that down but i can’t resist
    y’all know that sound better raise your fist
    the search begins i’m back so enjoy the trip huh

    Artist: Nf

    Year: 2019

    Decade: 10s

    Language: en

    Word Count: 427