hannah williams
do i find it so hard
when i know in my heart
i’m letting you down every day
letting you down every day
why do i keep on running away
jayz
look i apologize often womanize
took for my child to be born see through a woman’s eyes
took for these natural twins to believe in miracles
took me too long for this song i don’t deserve you
i harassed you out in paris
please come back to rome you make it home
we talked for hours when you were on tour
please pick up the phone pick up the phone
i said don’t embarrass me instead of be mine
that was my proposal for us to go steady
that was your st birthday
you matured faster than me i wasn’t ready
so i apologize
i seen the innocence leave your eyes
i still mourn its death and
i apologize for all the stillborns
’cause i wasn’t present your body wouldn’t accept it
i apologize to all the women whom i toyed with your emotions
’cause i was emotionless
and i apologize ’cause at your best you are love
and because i fall short of what i say i’m all about
your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed
and you stare blankly into space
thinkin’ of all the time you wasted it on all this basic shit
so i apologize
kim burrell
i’m never gonna treat you
i’m never gonna treat you like i should
oh
jayz
i apologize
our love was one for the ages and i contained us
and all this ratchet shit and we more expansive
not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
or sleep with our back turned
we supposed to vacay ’til our backs burn
we’re supposed to laugh ’til our heart stops
and then meet in a space where the dark stop
and let love light the way
like the men before me i cut off my nose to spite my face
i never wanted another woman to know
something about me that you didn’t know
i promised i cried i couldn’t hold
i suck at love i think i need a doover
i will be emotionally available if i invited you over
i stew over what if
you over my shit
kim burrell
i’m never gonna treat you
i’m never gonna treat you like i should
oh
jayz
and if my children knew
i don’t even know what i would do
if they ain’t look at me the same
i would prob’ly die with all the shame
you did what with who
what good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate
you risked that for blue
if i wasn’t a superhero in your face
my heart breaks for the day i have to explain my mistakes
and the mask goes away
and santa claus is fake
and you go online and see
for blue’s tooth the tooth fairy didn’t pay
hannah williams
i’m never gonna treat you like i should
Artist: Jay Z
Year: 2017
Decade: 10s
Language: en
Word Count: 241